Fourth date with Fhil......

Yesterday I had my fourth date with Fhil and realized it is also my 4 month anniversary of this journey!  The scale decided to play nice and showed me a smaller number, making it an even 35!!!  Wow, who would have thought I would actually get smaller over the holidays??  It was a hard decision deciding if I wanted to see Fhil before Thanksgiving or not.  I was really afraid of over doing it if I didn't but then I decided, this isn't a race and if I want to enjoy eating turkey then I should.  I didn't do this to punish myself and never eat again so I decided to put it off until after.  Thanksgiving really wasn't as hard as I thought it would be.  I cooked the turkey and most of the sides so when it was time to eat I filled a salad plate up with a small taste of each thing and couldn't even finish it!  I was shocked, people were getting seconds and I couldn't even eat a salad plate's worth :-)  So much for dessert!  Couldn't do it, didn't really want to do it anyway so I was content.  I didn't go to bed miserable that night...........  Over the weekend I went into snacking mode but it was different, a chip and salsa here and there, not the whole bag in one day.  I didn't get mad about it either, I just said after Monday I will get back on the wagon.  This shouldn't be too hard -- liquids for 3 days.  UGGGHHHHHH    I just hope this adjustment loosens up a little, jello was a little hard today but the Jamba Juice ROCKED.