Whew.........

Went to the neurologist yesterday and was hoping I would check out with flying colors, should have turned around when I walked through the door!!!  It all started Tuesday when I called to confirm my apppointment, thinking I was beating Issiac to the punch, but really because the time in the Blackberry didn't look right.  The receptionist told me it was at 2:30pm, good so far!  When I  arrived at the office and checked in the girl at the front desk couldn't find my record, she looked in her computer and said my appointment was for October 30!!!!!!!!!!!!  Now, how could this be happening twice, first the endo and now the neuro. I proved the endos office was wrong but I dont get those cute cards from the neuro.   Am I really losing it that bad?? I thought I was doing sooo much better.  I looked at the calendar and noticed Oct 30th is a Friday and there is noooooo way in the world I would shedule an appt for late on a Friday, so in my mind I am correct.  Since I am on the VIP list in the neuro's office, she was more than happy to see me.

Now imagine this, your appt time is incorrect and your main complaint on how you feel is time related; do you think she believed me now?? Of course she did, she's the only one that's believed this whole journey.  I love my neuro, she is a petite thing and we just laugh the whole appointment.  I think I am going crazy at times and she confirmed yesterday it isn't old-timers.  Whew, skated past that one!  She is very concerned about my sleep again though.  Even though she was estatic over how I looked, she said my eyes were still very very tired.  She thinks this is the reason that I am having a short circuit again :(  My main problem is time related and she noticed this in our conversation, at least it's not all in my head!!  I also had to repeat three words to her, no problem.  Then about five minutes later she asked me those three words........ ha, took me a few seconds to find them again but I did.  Yeah me, I was rocking.  Then the final test -- spell world, W-O-R-L-D, great made it!  Now spell world backwards ---- huh???  Am I drunk or something??? I can't spell backwards.  I have enough problems spelling forwards and you want me to spell backwards??  So I gave it a try and after writing it in my hand 3 times, I GOT IT!  Well, we decided I cannot get my CPAP adjusted because of the constant weight loss and that I have to stabilize that first so in three months I have to go back and get re-evaluated.  I may even be able to get off of it!! In the meantime I have to work on getting plenty of sleep and resting up.  I can't believe this, I am the energizer bunny now and I have to watch it.....  I am overdoing it??  Does that suprise anyone? Shouldn't, I am making up for alot of lost time.  But in keeping with the doctors order, I am taking tomorrow off .....................................  Oh yeah, when I was leaving the same girl as last time made my appointment for December.  We agreed on a day and I even showed her my Blackberry to make sure I was right.  Guess what -- she scheduled it wrong on her computer!!!  Now, you tell me..... was I wrong????

My goal for this weekend is to make these last two ounces go away so I can put up a big 25 picture.  I have been walking in the evening so that should help.  You see the craziest things when walking through your neighborhood in the evening.  Last night there was the cutest little bunny eating up someones front lawn.  He was white with big floppy grey ears, obviously someones pet got loose.  Then there was this crazy airplane flying over Fwood.  It was making these weird shapes in the sky and since my biggest fear involves planes, well I got a little concerned.  I lost sight of it but when I got home it sounded this plane landed somewhere on my street, panic attack.......   I kept looking and looking trying to see what the heck was making this loud grinding metal noice.  I have to bust out laughing when my little older lady neighbor came out of her back yard carrying a leaf blower twice the size of her.  It could have sucked her up!!

Have a great weekend and see you Monday